“I wish I never liked you. I wish I didn’t waste all those times talking to you or thinking about you. I wish I didn’t worry or cared about all the times you ignore me. I wish I never got excited every time you made me feel special. I wish I never believed every word you said. I wish I never got my hope high for you. And I wish I never kept trying and trying, knowing I would just go through the same thing. Because in the end, the one that gets hurt isn’t you. It’s me.”
So true for me. Reading this makes everything feel quiet, and cold.